Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Day 27: Lose IT!

I wanted to share a bit more about Danny Cahill and some of the motivating truths he learned on The Biggest Loser.

Danny talked about one specific challenge they were given on an episode: to dig a treasure chest out of the sand. Danny thought it would be a piece of cake, but then realized as he shoveled the sand away for hours, sand continued to fall back into the hole he was creating. He didn't see much progress at all, but he kept on. Eventually, he dug out the chest. He said it was a lot like his weight loss journey. To most people, losing 20 pounds is a big feat and is noticeable. But when he lost his first 20 lbs, he looked at himself in the mirror and saw the exact same person, nothing had changed! But he didn't give up simply because he didn't see results, and those were the first 20 lbs of 200 more to follow. This story encouraged me to stay motivated, to keep digging, to keep pursuing even when I don't see results or my circumstances are discouraging. The Bible says--we will reap fruit of our labors!

Danny also talked about two essential things to lose to succeed on any journey. First, lose your regrets. Satan loves to torment with regrets of our past mistakes--and that keeps us chained to the past. Remember that God has the power to take what satan has meant to harm you with and turn it into good, so it is necessary to make a conscious effort to ditch the weighty baggage of the past.

Secondly, lose the lies! Don't believe the lies your mind will tell you. Satan loves to rationalize our minds into belittling issues in our lives that need to be addressed. He knows that if we face the truth about an area that needs improvement, that will take us one step closer to walking in the destiny God has for us. Instead, satan feeds us lies to believe. In Danny's case it was "you're not that fat, you've already tried your hardest...might as well give up, nothing will change no matter how hard you try, you're a good dad at least..." If you want an honest opinion about your life, ask God.

Lastly, on any quest you're on--keep God your God! Don't let the chase or the challenge become a consuming focus and priority--maintain balance. And when you want to quit, remember your purpose for starting and the goodness God has promised you that awaits the struggles. If you know why you are doing something, you can endure just about anything to get there.

Monday, May 30, 2011

Day 26: The Biggest Loser...Ever

Yesterday I had the privilege of hearing Danny Cahill speak at the church I attend, Morningstar Christian Church! Danny won the Biggest Loser in 2009 and lost 56% of his total body weight, making him the biggest loser in history of the show's existence. Danny started the message with tears in his eyes before he even said a word--then began with "I'm just so blessed God picked me for this journey and that I get to share my story." A true man of humility who has pursued the path God laid before him. But it wasn't easy for him to take his first step on that path--at 430 pounds.

Danny had tried 3 times to get onto the show before finally being casted. He was searching for a motivating force to help him lose the weight for good--and felt the Lord placed this show in his heart. On the last day of the casting in 2009, hoping for a call from the producers, he prayed that God would show him his direction and opened his bible to Genesis 50:20. He said at that moment, after reading the scripture he opened to, he called his wife and said "I'm going to be on the show--and I'm going to be the Biggest Loser ever!" This scripture was confirmation of God's plans for Danny.

"You intended to harm me, but God intended it all for good. He brought me to this position so I could save the lives of many." 
-Genesis 50:20

Hours later, Danny got a call welcoming him to the cast of the Biggest Loser. God had been laying a plan out for Danny--although he didn't make Danny obese, he took what was soon to harm Danny (probably cause him an early death) and turned it into good. Danny utilized God for strength and hoped in Him, and it was clear to everyone in the church yesterday, this was God's plan for Danny. He now travels the country encouraging others in faith that any thing bad, harmful, or evil in our lives can be transformed into good by God's grace, and doors will open for us to share the miracles God has performed in our own lives to others everywhere. Don't be discouraged by the trials or "bad" things in your life--God has a divine purpose in all of it!

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Day 25: Welcome Him Aboard!

I was reading over the story of Jesus walking on the water from John 6, when a few things rang so true and applicable to our lives today.  Here's the situation: the disciples were on a small boat that was being rocked hard in a storm on the sea, and they were quite frightened. They were also frightened to see what they might have imagined to be a ghost walking toward their boat--atop the water. This was Jesus, who walked 3.5 miles on the water to save them.

The disciples were wrapped in fear and anxiety. But really, if they had thought about all the miracles they had witnessed Jesus perform, they would've found it no surprise to see him walking toward them on water. But in moments of fear we are shaken and emotions can take control over our faith.

I love what John 6:20 says took place next: "Jesus said to them, 'It is I, do not be afraid.' Then they were willing to take him onto the boat, and immediately the boat reached the shore where they were heading." 


Why did the disciples reach the shore safely? They were willing to let Jesus in to help. Jesus is aware of every problem and obstacle we face, he knows what scares us and shakes our faith. He is ready to do whatever it takes to come to the aid of his children--even walking on water. But we can't let our pride keep us from letting Him onboard to help. I picture when Jesus got into the boat that suddenly the storm ceased and the boat turned into a speed boat and in a brief second they were on shore. The verse says "immediately the boat reached the shore." After paddling for 3.5 miles in a storm, with the help of Jesus, He took his chosen ones immediately to their destination, and he is waiting to do the same for us!

Friday, May 27, 2011

Day 24: A Piece of His Puzzle

Destiny. A word that lights up our eyes with a child-like hope.  Too many people wade through life in search of their destiny or calling, which especially as a non-believer, can be a pretty challenging search.  I'm so glad to have that weight off my shoulders knowing that God has pre-destined each of his children and will guide us to our destiny if we are willing to follow.

I heard a message on being used by God and fulfilling our destinies that really re-shaped my thinking about this topic. I had previously fallen into the trap of praying "Jesus use me, do great things through me, guide me..."  The issue with this is I was making it all about me.

Never did I think that my destiny is to be part of a bigger puzzle God is putting together with a big mission HE wants to see accomplished. I was awakened to the reality that I ought to be submitting myself to be used in any manner God desired for me, even if it was to be a part of something that is already happening, like a church plant, a revival, or a mission.  So now, I ask God to use me to further His mission. We are all uniquely shaped puzzle pieces and our calling is to make His puzzle complete. Yes, we will each have our own path and accomplish different and unique things en route to fulfilling our destiny. But, we are part of something much greater than we can imagine!

I love this song by Deluge called "I Want to Be Used by You." It puts our destiny into perspective.

You are calling me, I can hear it clearly, to stand for purity and what's pleasing to Your heart. 
You are showing me, I can see it clearly, a sense of destiny, a change from everything around. 


Take me by the hand and show me what you're planning. 
I want to be a part of Your design. 
Guide me by the heart and show me what's the future. 
I want to leave a mark on history. 


I want to be used by you. 
So don't look me over. 
I'm waiting for you broken. 
I want to be used by You. 


So have Your way with me. 

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Day 23: Enjoy the wait!

Our culture wants everything yesterday. Our culture doesn't really like to wait.

This mentality interferes with the Christian faith. God often uses waiting as a powerful tool for growth in areas we need it most. Think back to something you really wanted.  When I was in middle school I wanted a cell phone, in high school a car, in college to complete my first marathon to name a few things. If I didn't have to wait 14 years for a cell phone, 16 years for a car, and put in a year's worth of training to finish my first marathon, getting what I wanted would have meant next to nothing.

Waiting builds character because we are required to persevere and endure. Our morals are tested. Will we give in and try to find an easy way to the prize? Or will we rely on God's strength and promises? Our society might say yes--have it now, why work for it? But I'm a firm believer that anything worth having takes work. God doesn't give instant microwave answers, but his blessings are worth waiting for. And I don't know about you, but I am always up for building more character. As my wise grandpa Popsi says, "Character is like ice cream--you can never have too much!"

The Bible says, "when troubles come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. You know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect and complete, lacking nothing." 
-James 1:2-4

Christians are content with waiting. Why? Because just like the rainbow after the thunderstorm, after the waiting period comes God's blessing.

Day 22: Wearing your Robe

I want to share a pretty neat moment I experienced last night in my small group. I was shown again how creatively God can speak to us through others in the most unexpected ways.

I've been blessed with a wonderful small group of women to be part of. We meet weekly for bible study, fellowship, and to encourage one another. Last night, we picked a bible verse to meditate on and apply to our own lives. I opened my bible to the book of Galatians and was struck by this passage:

"And let us not lose heart & grow weary & faint in acting nobly and doing right, for in due time and at the appointed season, we shall reap, if we do not loosen & relax our courage & faith." 
-Galatians 6:9

This was God's way of telling me: "Rachel, you've worked hard toward a goal I've placed in your heart for almost a year now. You have 20 days left before you are tested. Although you've made great progress, do not loosen up and settle in these final days. Keep pushing and you will blossom in my perfect timing."

As we closed our small group in prayer, a sweet friend of mine, Ashton, told me she felt the need to pray over me and shared a vision God gave her when her eyes were closed in prayer. She said Rachel, I saw you wearing a purple robe, a crown from the Lord, and carrying a torch with fire. God gave me this vision of you spreading the light he's placed in you to new places. And it is ironic you were wearing a crown as I know you're preparing to compete for Miss California, and it is because God has set you apart. He wants you to know that you will be able to share the word He is rooting deep inside your heart. He has already gone before you in this journey! It's as if he's saying: "Rachel, I've already given you the robe, now all you need to do is walk in it."

As you can imagine, I was so touched and encouraged by this word Ashton shared with me. I could surely feel God's presence and reassurance.  God could be speaking a similar message to you right now too. Whatever journey you're on, don't be anxious about the small obstacles and dwell on your shortcomings.  Be at peace knowing with confidence that if God has placed your desire in your heart, he will finish the good work he started in you. Chances are, God has already given you all you need to carry out your journey.  He's given you your robe of resources. Stand tall in faith, ground your feet upon the truth of His word, and walk in it!




Monday, May 23, 2011

Day 21: Wow!

Watching the sunset, hiking a mountain, walking on the beach, gazing at the stars---these are some of the ways we observe nature's most beautiful features.  Living in California, I'm reminded of nature's beauty daily. I love driving by the mountains in the distance and working a block from the ocean. The earth is really a beautifully created place that leaves me in awe!

Today I was listening to Matthew West's song "More." The lyrics are written from the point of view of God speaking to us. The chorus is:

"I love you more than the sun and the stars that I taught how to shine. You are mine, and you shine for me too. I love you yesterday and today and tomorrow, I'll say it again and again...I love you more!" 

I'm not even able to grasp that! God loves you and me more than this entire earth and all of the beautiful things he created on it! Wow. That's far deeper than any love a human being can shower us with. He values us immeasurably.

He thinks about us more than we can comprehend. Thoughts of love, protection, blessings, and joy. We are his children and just as a father and mother look at their baby, He is looking at us with the same adoration.

"How precious are your thoughts about me, Oh God. They cannot be numbered!
I can't even count them. They outnumber the grains of sand!"
-Psalm 139:17-18

Did you catch that? God has more thoughts of us than there are grains of sand on the beach.  When I read scriptures like this, I just can't help but want to live a life that honors someone who loves me so so so so so much!

God doesn't enjoy the beauty of his creation by watching the sunset or gazing at the stars. He enjoys the beauty of his creation by looking down at you and me.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Day 20: So long secrets

When my sister was a little girl, she was a terrible eater. She turned meals into big struggles when my parents had to force her to eat anything healthy--especially her carrots. Those darn carrots--she must have convinced herself they were poisonous. She hatched a plan that had everyone fooled for awhile--she would take a bite of her carrot, chew it, hold it in her mouth and go to the bathroom. Then she would spit it out in the toilet and come back to the table. After we caught onto that, she began hiding the carrots underneath the table. Then they were hid in the backseat of the car and even in our winter basket of mittens and gloves!

Sometimes my mind likes to play a similar trick on me--like when I see a box of cookies sitting out and no one is around. My mind says "if you eat a cookie and no one sees, it doesn't count!" Well, I've come to the sad realization that it does! satan is infamous for luring us into isolation and tempting us, because he knows when no one is watching us, we don't feel as guilty and we feel a rush of adrenaline when we don't get "caught." It is so important to recognize this as one of satan's tactics and keep ourselves surrounded by strong Christians and wary of isolation.

Even if we are surrounded by people, we can still sin and think dishonorable thoughts. Really, we are completely incapable of holding secrets.  God knows all--whether we want him to or not.

"Oh Lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me. 


You know when I sit down or stand up. 


You know my thoughts even when I'm far away.  


You see me when I travel and when I rest at home. 


You know everything I do. 


You know what I am going to say even before I say it. 


You go before me and follow me." 

-Psalm 139:1-5

The fact that God is omniscient shouldn't send us running away to hide from God, fearing the wrath and consequences we'll face for our sinful thoughts and actions. I think that is something that scares a lot of people away from a deeper relationship with Him. Instead, we need to accept that there is no way we can hide a secret--which really is a blessing. Hidden secrets bind us up in fear, guilt and anxiety. Yuck!

Here's how to approach the situation--instead of running from God because he knows our downfalls, pray to Him the prayer in the end of Psalms 139!

"Search me, O God, and know my heart.


Test me and know my anxious thoughts. 


Point out anything in me that offends you. 


Lead me along the path of everlasting life." 



Saturday, May 21, 2011

Day 19: A well-maintained car

I recently completed financial-guru & radio host Dave Ramsey's 13 week course called Financial Peace. Not only did this course teach the essentials--monthly budgeting, insurance policies, saving funds and more--Dave also taught about the biblical practices for finances like tithing and giving. The class opened my eyes to learning about things I'd never dealt with before, which was especially good as a post-college grad entering the real world. One of the things Dave said at the conclusion of the course really stuck with me. It is a simple reminder of what needs to be in check to keep ourselves running like a well-maintained car.

These "4 Cylinders" must work and be frequently checked to keep our lives healthy & balanced.

1) Physical: we only get one human body in this life and need to do our best to care for it! After all, our bodies are temples; they are vessels that house the Holy Spirit.

2) Intellectual: just as we feed our mouths daily, we must continue to feed our minds. Dave says "readers are leaders," and I think I agree!

3) Emotional: taking care of our emotional selves doesn't make a person weak, but only stronger. Receive counsel through prayer, the Bible, and wise and mature Christians and unpack your baggage!

4) Spiritual: this cylinder is pretty fun to maintain. Maintenance involves having your world rocked by a man named Jesus.

Keep your engine in check and allow God to steer your wheels!

Friday, May 20, 2011

Day 18: Pretty Thoughts

Its not a bible verse, but I feel this quote reflects one of my favorite scriptures (1 Samuel 16:7)
"People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart." 


One of the ladies from my small group shared this truth with me. I love it and its something we can all apply to our daily lives to move in the direction of positive thoughts and a beautiful heart that is pleasing to the Lord!


“A person who has good thoughts cannot ever be ugly. You can have a wonky nose and a crooked mouth and a double chin and stick-out teeth, but if you have good thoughts they will shine out of your face like sunbeams and you will always look lovely.”
Roald Dahl (1916-1990);
British novelist

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Day 17: The reason we need

I've finally come to understand the biblical principal of rejoicing for the storms, challenges, and difficulties that find their way into our lives. Instead of getting angry and rejecting God for allowing these things to happen, we are called to praise Him in the storm. There is purpose in absolutely every detail of God's plan for our lives.

A Christian life is not an easy life. Just because you have God on your team and access to his resources and grace doesn't mean hardship won't come. It just means we have the right resources to deal with the hardships! Not only is God wanting us to turn to him in times of need, he has careful design behind every minute we suffer, to remove a bad thing from our lives, to protect us from something that is to come our way, or to grow us in an area of life we struggle with.

I remind myself of this when I look at the calendar and see that in 29 days I'll be leaving to compete for Miss California. While I feel this is my calling and God has prepared the way for me, it will be no easy feat competing against 58 wonderfully talented and driven women. In fact, it seems nearly impossible to come out on top. But I don't let that fact discourage me. If I was a 10 in each category and the training came easy, would I really rely on God? Probably not. God puts us in situations that seem impossible because if they were easy, we would find a way to achieve it on our own. So if you're facing something that seems impossible, get excited! God is waiting to show you that he can make your impossible situations possible, but only through reliance and obedience to Him!

Two great translations of Matthew 19:26
"Jesus looked hard at them and said, 'No chance at all if you think you can pull it off yourself. Every chance in the world if you trust God to do it.'"
-The Message

"Jesus looked at them intently and said, 'Humanly speaking, it is impossible. But with God, everything is possible.'"
-NLT

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Day 16: Power of Speaking

Think about it this way: our tongue is a pen in the hand of skillful writer. Do our words tell a story that is honorable to God? We must allow God to use this tool to speak words that glorify Him, our brothers and sisters, and encourage righteousness. We should also use the power we've been given to speak His will over our lives.

The concept of declaring God's will over your life is challenging to grasp, but therein lies mighty power! After all, God created the world by speaking it into existence. Now granted we don't have that full power, but, we've been given a fraction of it to use in our daily lives.

So what does this power of positive thinking look like in our lives? Well, if God has placed a desire or calling in your heart, it means declaring victory in that field. If prophetic word has been spoken over you, it means reminding yourself of the promises God has for you and your life. Speak them as though they will be done without a doubt in your mind. The timing is in God's hands, but good news--God is never late!

Proverbs 23:7 says "As a man thinks in his heart, so he is." It really is that simple. Our thoughts control our actions. So if satan has been filling your mind with negative thoughts of defeat and discouragement, you are likely to begin doubting your purpose and perhaps give up altogether on what you're pursuing. We've been given thousands of positive words of encouragement in the Bible that we can speak over whatever journey God has us on and repeat those scriptures and promises like your favorite song on repeat. Over and over. Eventually they will drop from our head to our heart and be solid truths in our foundation in Christ.

Stand in God's will, speak out of the dreams he's placed in your heart and recite the promises he's spoken to you. Believe in your heart God will fulfill his promises. Your actions will be guided and the plans He has for your manifested. Ask, believe, receive!

"Go, it shall be done for you as you believed."
-Matthew 8:3

Monday, May 16, 2011

Day 15: Fully Holy

We hear the word "holy" in just about every sermon, podcast, or Christian book. But what is the true meaning of the word? The dictionary defines "holy" as: one of perfect goodness and righteousness, devoted entirely to the work of the deity, having a divine quality. 


So how does holiness apply to our hectic, 21st century lives outside of Biblical context? Well, the message is simple--we are called to be holy. Holiness means to be set apart for a noble use. Holiness means dying to our selfish desires of the flesh and pursuing a righteous life of purity. It means staying away from the things that are not beneficial for what we are created for. Holiness means obeying the Ten Commandments and God's callings for us. Holiness is putting others first, praying for our enemies, and treating strangers as we would want to be treated.

Is it really possible to achieve a state of holiness despite our sinful human nature? Well, yes. God tells us to be holy. He wouldn't have said it if it weren't possible.

"Since we have these promises, let us purify ourselves from everything that contaminates our body and our spirit, perfecting holiness out of respect for God."
-2 Corinthians 7:1

The best part is, although attaining holiness seems challenging, we can't do it by our own strength and determination--we must borrow God's. He is the ultimate transformer and is eager to take his children from broken to holy!

"God can do anything, you know--far more than you could ever imagine or request in your wildest dreams!   He does it not by pushing us around but by working within us, His spirit deeply and gently within us." 
-Ephesians 3:20-21 (The Message)

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Day 14: The problem with Good

The biggest problem with striving for goodness is that it falls short of greatness.  So much of our culture today makes settling for good or average comfortable and acceptable, sometimes even praiseworthy. We often fall away from our destinies of vigilantly pursuing greatness.

I love what Beth Moore writes regarding this shortfall, "We're getting by, but getting by wasn't our destiny." She is exactly right. God didn't create us as average beings made to only accomplish mediocre tasks and feats. Not even close! The Bible states that we are the apple of God's eye, our creator, who has made each of us with a unique design for greatness. It is only by our own will we settle for average and separate from our innate destiny for greatness.

Perhaps what keeps us from really pursuing our passion or a dream we've been told isn't possible is the fear of failure. But I remind myself that the desires & dreams in my heart have been put there by God and I am to use them to bring Him glory. Pursuing greatness requires us to step out in faith and take a risk beyond our comfort, but we can remain peaceful knowing we have all of God's resources and strength at our aid along the way. As the song says, "and if our God is for us, then who can ever stop us?" We've got everything we need and more to pursue greatness if we align our hearts and minds to accept nothing less.

Friday, May 13, 2011

Day 13: Psalm 106

Psalm 106 is a powerful teaching about God's patience in delivering us despite our own self-willed rebellion that is important to recall in the tough times of any journey we're on.

These verses show the faults of our human nature--our generations have fallen into sin and we are too quick to forget the Lord's miracles in times of doubt, anger, or desperation, and we might turn against God when he asks us to do what we don't feel like doing.
"We have sinned, even as our fathers did; we have done wrong and acted wickedly. 
When our fathers were in Egypt, they gave no thought to your miracles...& they rebelled by the Red Sea."
-Psalm 106:6-7

Still, despite our rebellion and mistakes, God's mercy and grace covers us and we are redeemed. For this alone we should want nothing more than to praise God! I love the acronym for GRACE: God's Riches At Christ's Expense.
"Yet he saved them for his name's sake, to make his mighty power known....
He saved them from the hand of the foe, from the hand of the enemy he redeemed them. 
The waters covered their adversaries; not one of them survived. 
Then they believed his promises and sang his praise." 
-Psalm 106:8-12

"But soon they forgot what he had done and did not wait for his counsel. 
In the desert they gave in to their craving; in the wasteland they put God to the test. 
So he gave them what they asked for, but sent a wasting disease upon them." 
-Psalm 106:13-15

This shows the danger of trying to "test" God. Although we do it too often, whether it be in prayer requests or 'if I put an extra $20 in the offering plate...' But really, how silly it is for us to test God, the one who owns all resources on this earth and heaven but by his grace shares them freely with us. He wants to bless and love us, despite our flaws. And look at all he has given us to manage--we own nothing in this life! Psalm 106 showed me to praise God thru every stumble, doubt, and trial--because when we need Him most--he is already prepared to shower us with favor and grace. Every journey and achievement is only reached by His strength and will--to God be all our glory!

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Day 12: Well Done

God speaks to all of us, and I've heard that and read that over and over, but sometimes have a hard time positioning my heart and ears to hear his voice and wisdom for me. But today, it was loud and clear! :) Throughout the day I kept hearing the repetition of "Well done, my good and faithful servant."

When I was tempted to have a dessert after lunch, I thought would I rather have a minute of sweetness or be obedient to God as a good and faithful servant? I chose to hear those words of encouragement again.

A big lesson for me to remember on this journey in particular is that #1 I'm never given more than I can handle--not by my own strength--but relying on God's strength. That thought alone brings peace to me. Another note for me to remember is that the journey God currently has you on is also a test to see if you're ready to handle more. I sure don't want to let him down or never advance to the greater journeys. With our obedience to His word, we show our responsibility to handle more.

So tonight I searched online to see what the citation of the scripture was I'd been hearing all day. Matthew 25:23 beautifully reads:
"His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things, now I will give you more responsibilities. Let's celebrate together!'" 

Wow! The actual words of scripture I'd heard all day were in the same verse as the message I'd been remembering all day--that I am being tested to handle more responsibility. I love how God works to tie up the loose ends and make a pretty package of truth for us all. There is no better encouragement than to hear the Lord tell me 'job well done, Rachel!'--and that's what He wants to tell us daily!

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Day 11: To Be Truly Filled...

We are all born with voids that only God and the Holy Spirit can fill, but our world has craftily come up endless solutions and quick fixes to fill those voids. Some bear the name of sin. I love this excerpt of Lysa TerKeurst's book Made to Crave: 

"Food can fill our stomachs but never our souls.
Possessions can fill our houses but never our hearts.
Sex can fill our nights but never our hunger for love.
Children call fill our days but never our identities."

Most Christians are aware that only the authentic food of Jesus can truly fill our hearts, but our world offers so many rewards, treats, and indulgences that pose as fulfillment that we buy into without thinking twice. As Romans 12:1-2 says, we are urged to turn from these worldly temptations and be transformed by Him. Then, the desire to use our personal relationships with Jesus to fill our voids is increased and more appealing than any cheap offer of the world.

Monday, May 9, 2011

Day 10: The Best Encouragement

Temptation is all around in our fallen world, but the worst temptation is often what is lured in front of us to keep us from our goals. Big or small, temptation is temptation and sin is sin. But what is greater? Our power to defeat temptation through Christ Jesus.

What's most amazing yet, because Jesus became fully human, he can perfectly empathize with us in every situation we face, because he has faced them all too. A verse of encouragement I love is Hebrews 4:15 "This High Priest of ours understands our weaknesses, for he faced all of the same testings we do, yet He did not sin."

If He could resist temptation, He is willing and eager to give us the strength to do the same!

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Day 9: GPS

I love my GPS. It is one thing I certainly needed to hit the roads of LA when I moved here before college! Having a GPS has taken out the anxiety of being lost or trying to find a place I've never been before--just type in the address and listen to the commands. And the best part is--when I make a wrong turn, it "recalculates" to accommodate my mistake and ensures I find a way to reach my final destination.

My GPS has always been accurate and taken me right where I've needed to be.  The only opportunity for error is on my behalf.  You see, if I get impatient waiting for it to recalculate or over-confident when I see familiar surroundings, I often just turn it off and rely on my own knowledge to get me there. More often than not, I end up lost, confused, nervous, and reaching to turn back on the GPS.

One of the elders at my church made a great comparison to following the GPS and following God with obedience. In many ways, the GPS is "God's Positioning System." He places desires in our heart and guides our steps to accomplish His plan for us. "A man's heart plans his steps, and the Lord directs his ways." -Proverbs 16:9. And when we take a wrong turn or make a bad decision, His abundant love and grace recalculates our steps. But following His directions requires obedience on our behalf.  Obedience--not relying on our own understanding to figure it out or being overconfident in our own abilities, but trusting God to provide us every resource, piece of wisdom, guidance and funds we need to carry out the plan He put in our hearts.

"Your ears shall hear a word behind you, saying 'This is the way, walk in it.' whenever you turn to the right or turn to the left." -Isaiah 30:21

Isn't it funny how we are quick to follow an automated GPS tool but struggle to completely obey the guidance of the one who knows us personally, who seeks our hearts daily and wants to bless our lives in new and exciting ways to further His kingdom?


Friday, May 6, 2011

Day 8: Rearview Mirror

Last year as I was gearing up to compete for Miss California (for the first time), I struggled with comparing myself to the other 57 contestants.  Then I soon realized that the energy I spent in those thoughts was not helping make me a better competitor or a better person, and if I was going to race to the end, there was only one car for me to focus on and that was my own.

Because I spend too much time driving on a daily basis, I tend to make a lot of car analogies.  As I gear up for this year's competition and anytime in life when competition is present, I think of it like driving on a busy freeway.  All of the cars are going in the same direction (competing for the same goal). If I focus on the cars in the lanes next to me (competitors), I'll probably end up wrecking my car.  If I spend too much time looking in the rearview mirror (dwelling on the shortcomings of my past), again, I'm at a high risk for an accident.  How will I get to my destination (reach my goal)? By looking straight ahead at the road (journey) before me. Yes, occasionally I will need to glance at the cars next to me or in my rearview mirror.  But I will not let my past hold me back or my fears and worries take priority.

The rearview mirror concept is so popular today.  It seems that so many people, whether they realize it or not, live their lives held back by mistakes and baggage of the past. Especially around the time of Easter when studying the Resurrection, it became so clear to me that Jesus died for us to be cleansed of our pasts and to no longer be chained to our shortcomings.  He didn't go through that suffering for us to live outside of our potential. Imagine what we could each accomplish or the freedom and happiness we could experience on a daily basis if we stopped focusing on the rearview mirror and instead looked through the big, clean, promising windshields in front of our eyes.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Day 7: Time for a Carwash

Today at work, I took my boss' son's car to get a car wash.  His car was black so the dirt really showed and I had a hard time picturing what it would even look like clean beneath that layer of dust, dirt, and scum. I stood inside the car wash building like a little girl, captured by the magic of watching the cars go through the wash before my eyes. In a matter of about 10 seconds, I watched the cars go from dirty to covered in white suds to see them rinsed clean and shiny. 10 seconds!

Then the wheels of my brain began to turn and I was reminded of a scripture I read last night in the book of Romans: "Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing, and perfect will." -Romans 12:2. The Word doesn't lightly suggest that we bring our minds to be transformed--it urges us to.  When we want to truly follow the Lord, it is clear that we must turn from the ways of the world. It will be impossible to completely escape worldly influences, thoughts, and temptations, but God will provide us the strength to turn away and be set apart.  We cannot live with one foot in the world and one foot in the Word.

When we ask God to cleanse our minds from worldly thoughts and habits, He has the power to instantaneously cleanse.  Why? Because this is His will and desire for us, to be more devoted followers set apart from the fallen world.  Just as a car can go from dirty to clean in a matter of seconds, so can we. But car washes don't come for free and they don't come to our driveways.  We must make the effort to go out of our way to find them and pay the price to be cleansed. But best yet, while our cars find themselves dirty again in weeks, once God cleans your mind, heart, and soul, the transformation is everlasting!

Monday, May 2, 2011

Day 6: Perfect Timing

I spent this weekend in Fresno for Miss California Orientation, the first time all 59 contestants gather together before they meet again at competition time in June.  Its an exhausting but fun weekend filled with opening number rehearsals, mock interviews, talent reviews, and getting dressed up.

I was tanned, manicured/pedicured, hair done, protein bars packed, and outfits tailored...feeling perfectly prepared for the weekend. But I've realized when I'm feeling too comfortable or confident, I tend to not rely on God as much as I need to. So He graciously reminds me of that need. A wave of doubt came over me Friday night as I second guessed my preparedness and even if I was cut out for this calling. But as I laid in bed listening to worship music, I felt not only silly for wasting energy on these doubts, but so at peace by God's presence. I have felt this calling in my heart and regardless of the circumstances, must solely focus on that calling.

I was reading a blog with a truth that really spoke to me. It said "God must develop our character in the quiet if we're ever to be used effectively in public." Even when the chase of a goal seems stagnant or impossible, that is when He wants me to rely on HIS strength most. In our challenges, God is testing us. Will we turn to our own devices for quick and uncertain advice, or will we turn to His perfect wisdom? God has created a perfect timeline for our lives in which the desires in our heart and the dreams we've dreamt will be fulfilled when the time is best.

What I took away from my weekend was how silly it is for me to focus on the negative criticisms or speculations from other people about this competition. I ought to focus my best energy on opening my heart to be transformed God, open my ears to hear His wisdom and voice, and open my mind to patience and trust in His perfect timing to answer the call He's given me.